Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I WISH I WISH I WISH

Wishes. We all have wishes. We even have wishlists on facebook. I wish for an iPod. He wishes for a new car. I wish for a bigger television. He wishes for a better house. She wishes for a sophisticated kitchen. Everyone wishes for something. Don't you? I do. And then we start something we never did before. We start saving. Life is always better when you save. They sell CDs and books advising you to budget and save in the right way as if God revealed to them the secrets of finances. I wish I wish I wish and then save save save. But no one ever saved to help. No one ever saved for someone else. No one ever saved to save another life. We are all so happily living in our small close-to-perfect lives that we rarely see outside our airconditioned houses and windows of our tinted cars. We all talk about how our country is failing but have we ever tried to even do something about it? Open up your window and listen closely to the breeze. Just wait for a while and get over the hot weather and listen. You will hear a small whistling sound. Don't be dissapointed and wait for a little longer. Focus and listen closely. That whistle sound is the voice of a young kid whose father passed away and his mother works as a cleaner in a house. He knows that there is no fairy or angel who would fulfill his wish. I wish for my dad to come back to me. I wish I get one extra bite of bread to satisfy hunger. I wish for education. I wish I wish I wish. Did you hear that? These innocent wishes of this poor child are carried by the wind yet no one listens to it. Do me a favor and go sit by a big tree. Close your eyes and do not complain about having no time for this. Just do it. Smell the fragrance of the leaves and flowers. Just wait a little longer. Forget how late you are for your work and concentrate. The scent of leaves and flowers is the scent of a farmer. This scent will speak to you about the wishes if this poor farmer and the only bread winner of a family of eight. He is a human and he wishes too. I wish that my crops grow well. I wish I get some extra money to buy some extra food. I wish my mom feels better. I wish I could educate my sons. I wish I wish I wish. These simple wishes of this sweaty, hardworking farmer are spread around by the scent of the leaves yet every one is drowned in pollution to pay heed to it. If your eyes are opening now, bear with me one more time as I want to wake you up from your deep slumber full of perfect dreams. Turn of every electronic appliance of your house and close every door. Turn off the lights and fans and air conditioners. Sit in absolute darkness and then light a candle. Look at the dancing flame and pay close attention to its flickers. Concentrate. This dance of the flame talks about a girl getting ready for marriage. I wish my father is able to pay off all the loans he took for the wedding and dowry. I wish my father finds will power to live after I am gone. I wish my husband is ever faithful to me. I wish God bless my life and family. I wish I wish I wish. Who will fulfill her wishes? You? Me? How? Because we are so engrossed with our dreams, we forget that all our dreams should focus on a better world. One last time do this with me. Just once. Go sit in your garden near a flower. Wait for a butterfly to come by. Wait a bit longer and do not complain. Pay attention to its every flutter of the wing. Watch closely how it floats in the air and how its colorful wings rise and fall. This rise and fall will tell you about wishes of yet another human being. It will tell you about the wishes of another mother who lost her kids in a bomb blast during war. I wish I could kiss my sons one last time. I wish they find place in paradise. I wish I die soon to see them again. I wish the sound of "ammi, ammi" could again echo in the house. I wish I wish I wish. Now my friends, tell me again what you wish! Tell me again that you want an iPhone or a new laptop or a bigger television or a better house or a cuter girlfriend or an expensive car. Keep wishing. But wish for others too. And pay heed to what others are wishing for! HELP THEM!

16 comments:

  1. You gave me goosebumps, Asshole!

    You need to publish this, I'm not kidding.

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  2. HAHAH really?? well i sent it to a magazine but it never got published! I dont know what these fucking youth magazines want for publishing-JUNK!

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  3. Try National Geographic... and You won't believe what I'm getting for you! hahaha I Found something I think you'll like! hahahaha

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  4. What What What? It is so wierd that we are talking through my blog! HAHAHAH

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  5. I know. but you're never online anymore (FUCKING TERRORIST ASSHOLE), So i have to talk to you somehow. And I will not be telling you.

    You do need to get published! I'm not kidding. You're the best!

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  6. Well, i treid...its just that what I write is useless, just another commoner's fancy words!

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  7. No, it's not useless... and last time I checked you weren't a commoner. Man, I'm bringing you back here so you are back to your happy, confident, Ozzy self.

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  8. You think I won't do it?! Try me! haha

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  9. Now you challenged me! Get you're bas packed cause you're getting illegally smuggled into the US! And if you try to run they'll put you in Guantanamo, so I win either way! haha

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  10. IDK why I never saw this. hahaha Don't think that just because you're not at home the Guantanamo plan isn't gonna happen! I'll get you from Pakistan if I have to! hahaha

    Dude, on a serious note, I have some money right now that I'm saving to come visit. It needs to happen, we've gotta figure it out! I know it won't be right away, but I really wanna come before tooooo long!

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  11. Take your time...have fun in Brazil and then visit me after some time. We are gonna have fun...by that time ill be free from my A-levels too! Inshallah (you know how to use it haha)

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  12. Well, yeah. It'll be after Brazil because I'm going there in 74 days. haha I have a countdown on my computer. I do have money though and I'm just gonna wait so I can come to Pakistan when you've got time/say it's alright. I wanna come see where you are really badly! Do you have year-round school with A-levels? And also, I really hope Islamabad is going well for you! I hope you're enjoying your new college!!!

    PS how did you know I was going to Brazil?? I'm anonymous! hahaha

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