Friday, June 4, 2010

My State of Mind

(When I was talking to my buddy Osama Malik we discussed love and relationships. Only he can understand what this poem actually means and what is veiled behind these words.)

I know it's you
I'm sure it's you
The one I‘ve been waiting for
The one I‘ve been dreaming for

Love? I never believed in.
Fun? All that is to life.
Then How did it happen?
I'm putting my wrist to knife?

Ozzy transformed
Shehroz long gone.
A new being in making.
Old habits breaking.

This new being, a boon?
Only if his heart satiated.
This new being, a bane?
If his love killed and mutilated.

A plague I will become.
My emotions will be numb.
Like a statue deaf and dumb.
For all. Specially for some.

A rising tide
With unbelievable might
None will Oppose me.
None can fight.

Save me. Set me right and neat.
In my making put some sweet.
Or there will be no more beauty.
But only the mighty beast.


  1. “I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” - Mother Teresa

  2. Thanks...I get it...Only time will tell if Mother Teresa was right...lets wait and watch :-)

  3. :(
    Ozzy, don't do that to yourself. I get it. I get all of it. But, you know...learn to let go when there is a need without harming yourself. By harm, I don't mean slitting your wrist and whatnot. You know, what I'm saying.
    Don't...just don't.
    If not this one, there will be someone, who will move it again for you. There is always light at the end of a dark tunnel. Don't let it ruin the good side of you, please.

  4. Thanks Komal, it didnt work out the way i wanted. i dont know what future holds in store for me now. but my ideas and beliefs have been drastically affected by the recent events...maybe it will change me. for good or for bad i dont know yet.

    thnks though...

  5. And Luke, Mother teresa was wrong...

  6. Ah, what did you expect? She was Indian ;)

  7. She must be really unlucky to lose you dude! Hope you'll find someone special.

  8. Yes.
    Thanks alot for the comment :-)